January 2010
Furry bundles of joy! And almost unbearable...
Weeman the apparently transgendered queen gave birth to four healthy awesomely cute kittens from 4-6am on Fri. On the floor of my bedroom, next to my head! (my mattress is on the floor) two were out when i awoke one crying her little lungs out. Soon after no 3 popped out, Weem licked the sac off and all was well. Bit of mess from the placenta, which looks like liver! All were clean and dry...
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can...”
– Marilyn Monroe (via artpixie)
Charles Dickens -Great Expectations
“Throughout life, our worst weaknesses and meannesses are usually committed for the sake of the people whom we most despise.” ‘For the sake’ not necessarily meaning to please the despised but possibly to expend our distaste for them…
Starting again, alone and seemingly from the beginning. Quite despondent and feeling ready to give up as it seems impossible at this stage. To try until the end or prepare myself to be ready for the inevitable, back to the Midwest with nothing to show for it. But the possibility of having more opportunities and support. From family and govt. Did i fail? Or just realizing i need to do Whats best?
“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter, and...”
– Dr.Seuss (via artpixie)
At what point is sucking it up to be the bigger person just giving in and being weak and bullied into do something you dont agree with? Consider: this is not the first time and wont really lead to any solution. There is the satisfaction of doing the right thing but at the price of ones own self esteem or worth? At what point does one realise it is healthier to just remove those negative and...
Whenever reading a good book I tend to think and sometimes speak in the same voice and manner as the writer and their characters. Right now im reading Dickens’ Great Expectations and am finding myself thinking as a person of substantial means.
I start my arguments or confrontations with certain people in public because i know if i do it in private i Will probably be (verbally) beaten into submission.
“everything that happens to us is the result of what we ourselves have thought,...”
– Ghandi
“lovingkindness is giving others happiness. Compassion is removing others...”
– Ghandi
“Wouldn’t you like to see a positive LSD story on the news? “Today, a...”
– Bill Hicks
fun and anger
lately, or maybe for a while, I find myself totally losing the plot after 3am on nights out usually when I cant go home. Ill be having a fine time then suddenly flip my Shit when one little thing goes wrong, I dont get what I want. Shouting, accusations, and storming off soon follow with me sure I am right and everyone else is an asshole. At times I may be right but even so, why feel the need...
A new decade
ive returned from a crazy week in Sydney and had a crazy new years on the Gold Coast. There are many stories to recount and thoughts, revelations to share. These I Will share over the coming days as in my interim dwelling I have to internet bar the mobile. The trip started with a missed flight and a marathon over night drive followed by a rowdy couple of days in the city with old mates. Then...
